I'm going to miss the version of Noah so much. I've gotten in the habit of taking him everywhere with me in this wrap; being able to hold him close while he's so precious and little while hearing him drift off to sleep has been the sweetest thing. Theres a part of me that is so tired of always being tired and am dreaming of the day he starts to sleep for longer stretches in the night, but I'm reminding myself to enjoy the moment because he only gets older by the minute and i'll never be able to get these moments back.

Its been fascinating to watch him slowly discover things and see flickers of his personality emerge. He's starting to smile more these days too - it melts my heart every time and when its just me and him I'll do just about any silly or embarrassing antic to get him to do it again. There are days when he looks like a spitting image of Taylor (what a compliment to Taylor), I wonder if he'll have his personality too.